One day at a time. This is very important. Very often we exhaust ourselves going over the past again and again and also our fears about the future.
But when we live in the present moment, we mysteriously find strength. We have the grace to live through what we encounter today.
If tomorrow we must face more difficult situations, God will increase his grace. God’s grace is given at the right time for it, day by day.
Sometimes we would like to lay in reserves, to stockpile strength for ourselves. But that isn’t possible.
Think of the image of the manna that fed the Israelites in the desert: if you tried to store it up, it spoiled. God gave it daily, in the measure needed, neither more nor less; and what’s more, it tasted like whatever each person liked best.
When we say the Our Father, we don’t ask for large reserves (what would we do with them?), but simply the bread for today. And God gives it to us. We ought never to be anxious.
A Dominican priest once said to me, “What tires me out is not the work I do, it’s the work I don’t manage to do!” Often it’s worrying that wears us out.
By contrast, when we live in the present moment, in abandonment and trust in our Lord, we are given strength that enables us to live day by day, beginning again each morning.
Forgetting the distance already traveled, as St. Paul says, today we choose anew to believe, we choose to hope, we choose to love. And tomorrow we’ll begin again, without getting upset.
The spiritual life consists of that. Living in the present moment means accepting the poverty in us: not insisting on going over and over the past or taking control of the future, but contenting ourselves with today. But this is very liberating.
God does not dole out grace by a sort of profit-and-loss accounting of my past based on my good and bad actions. He gives me grace according to my faith today: “Be it done for you as you have believed!” The past doesn’t matter.
If today I make the decision to believe, to hope, and to love, I can be certain of having all God’s love to rely on. That is what happened to the good thief: “Today you will be with me in Paradise!”
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